Well... i got windows 7 up and working and i got everything that i want it to. we had a bit of a problem with my tablet, but thats fixed and now COV works also, if you don't have 7, and have vista, get 7, its a lot faster and its cooler then vista! i don't like how the tool bar on the bottom is so bulky, but other then that, i don't have much other problems with it... its nice
I also love how when you have the media player going, if you hover your mouse over it for a few seconds, there's this window and it shows a pic of it and there's and pase and play button on the bottom, as well a move forward and backwards one.

its awesome...

WARNING: you are about to read ranting, be prepared.

i HATE grammar!!! it can DIE!!!! today we learned about Prepositional Phrases and we have no use for them in are future lives!
i mean really? why are we learning junk that we will NEVER use in are god damn fuckin lives?!?!?! THAT'S what pisses me off! its like when we got to move the variable here in math and then move it to here, its so stupid! and i asked my teature(fuck spelling...) if were EVER going to use it in are lives and guess what she said???? she said NEVER!!!!

unnecessary things we learn in school can DIE and that crap can burn in hell!!

anyway...

as most of my watchers know, most of my journals are random... idk why i do that... but i will improve!!! so on that note....... as soon as my love life ended, another started up. with the help of another i hope for more, for know, you know who you are~
unless he releases is name (yes, a guy this time (and for those who didn't know, before i was 'dating' a girl... (should of never fell for that face... and that cute voice...))anyway!) i wont tell.

oh and guess what? its been past two years since i had a deviant art and guess how many journals i made? 20... and only 6 so far this year... kinda low...

.... i can't think of anything else...

dude.... its so right... its scary... 0.0...

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This is what i got:
You have always longed for tenderness, love and a sensitivity of feeling into which you would like to blend. You are a very gentle warm person and responsive to 'All things bright and beautiful'. This personifies a caring person, a person who 'needs' and indeed 'needs to be needed'.

The way things are you are under considerable stress and you feel that there is little hope of matters righting themselves. Everyone about you seems to aggravate the problem even more. You feel that at this time you need to be alone and you are right - move back and give yourself a chance to breathe.

Nothing seems to be going right for you and you are thwarted every way you turn. You are not at all happy with the situation but it would appear that there is very little that you can do about it at this time. Sit back and let the situation take its course, because at this time you feel that there is nothing you can do to change whatever needs to be changed.

You are pretending that the situation around you doesn't matter, but the effort of trying to conceal your emotions and anxieties is resulting in untold stress. The existing situation is disagreeable. You feel unwanted and lonely and you would really like to associate with someone whose ideals are as high as your own. You want to be above the standard of mediocrity and this need to be needed and that need to need has almost become an obsession. You are trying to magnify the need into a compelling urge. You would really like to tell the world how great you are but no, you are holding back because you feel that your peers may treat you with contempt. This is a great pity because you have in fact a unique quality of character, but the continual restraint that you impose on yourself makes you suppress this need for others and you pretend you don't really care. You treat those who criticise you with contempt. However, to be honest, beneath this assumption of indifference you really long for the approval and esteem of others.

You would like to be respected and valued for yourself and this can only be achieved from within a close and harmonious relationship.

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[link] how much do you know twilight? i got a 44 XDDD

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1. Do you sleep in your bra?: The only tim ei take it off is for a shower...
2. Do you enjoy drama?: No, not at all...
3. Are you a girly girl?: ... Ew... I hate girly girls...
4. Who was the last person you hugged?: Umm.... my dad...?
5. Small or large purses?: How about wallets? That’s all I carry around...
6. Are you short?: not really...
7. Do you like somebody?: yes >3>;;
8. What would you do if someone smacked your butt?: Uh... |.|.... idk... slap them? kick there butts?
9. Do you care if your socks are dirty?: Only if there uncomfortable...
10. Do you dress up on Halloween?: No... Too old for that... Although running around the town with a pillow sac and getting free candy is nice XP
11. Are you double jointed?: In my fingers a bit... and thats about it...
12. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?: Umm... my closet...? It was empty and looked cozy in the small place so i took a nap there...
13. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?: No...
14. Is there of rumor going around about you?: Not that i know of...
15. Do you call anybody by their last name?: No... At least... I dun think so...
16. How many guys will read this just because it says "Girl Confessions"?: How will I know?

"X" Marks the spot:
[ ] I do wear make up. (noplz D
[x] I have cried at a movie theater. (i teared up at the new harry potter movie.... people will know why when they see it or read the book >>; )
[ ] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth.
[x] I get jealous. (Of course, im human...)
[ ] I think Johnny Depp is sexy. (I'v never even seen his face...)
[ ] I love to laugh. (I only laugh when something's funny... like normal people...)
[ ] I like death/grind/black metal.
[ ] I like rap. (not really... but Justin Timberlake's songs are good =3)
[] I like country (NO!!!! DO NOT WANT!!!!)
[ ] I carry a purse. (nothx...)
[x] I’d be lost without my computer. (I would... it holds pressious information...)
[ ] I own a Spice Girls CD.
[ ] I own a Britney Spears CD. (Ew...)
[x] I own a boy band CD. (I love the backstreet boys >>
[x] I get bored watching football. (Its the resion i dun watch it... Although longest run was awesome XP)
[ ] I’ve never been called a spoiled brat. (My mom calls me that sometimes...)
[x] Guys are confusing. (i will NEVER understand them... >>;;
[ ] I've been called a bad influence. (not that i know off anyway...)
[ ] I have/had a piercing other than my ears. (but i want one on my toung...)


Come on ladies, be truthful!
1. What colour is your bra that your wearing?:
White, as the rest of them are, there is no real resion to were colored ones when most of the time its covered and 90% of the time, the guys (or girls...) ain't seein' them...

2. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?:
Depends on there eyes really...

3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?
Not that i know of...

4. Do you have a best friend(s)?:
yes, 3- no 4, Alice, Murf, Alyssa and Jeff, oh and there Devin

5. Have you ever had your heart broken?:
yes... when I knew I couldn't do anything about my first crush, cuz she was a girl and she was straight, not to mention she had a bf...

6. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?:
Not really... I wondered how it would feel if I did... But after some thought it was like... "no thx..."

7. Do you like your life?:
Now i do thanks to my Anna~

8. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?:
No... I'v only had one bf and i broke that up 2 weeks latter cuz he was boring really... Not my cup of tea *sips*

9. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?:
Yes, I usually jump in with some swimming shorts and a shirt on.

10. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?:
Umm.... idk really... I think... I have more guy friends... Yeah, I have more guy friends.

11. How long have you had Facebook?:
Never, my mum wun let me have one...

12. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?:
Playfully...

13. What are your biggest fears?:
Wasps... *shivers and crys of the thought of them* AND THERE RIGHT OUTSIDE MY DOOR!!!! WAITING TO AMBUSH ME!!!!!! DDDDDDD= (no im not allergic... thank god...)

14. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?:
Yes, Just last week really...

15. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?:
Yep, like now with my Anna... *sighs happily*

16. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater”?:
Not really... I mean, I think some guys will try it out to see how it go's but some will keep doin it...

17. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?:
Wheres this goin to? *lifts eyebrow*

18. Do you ever wish you were famous?:
Sometimes... With like, war, on how stupid it is and... Just like that... Give speeches... Sometimes I wish I was a really awesome comedian... *sighs*

19. Are you currently missing someone?:
Yes. AAAAANNAAAA! TTATT

This guy or that guy? Pick one.
Punk/Goth or Gangster?: Hmm... Thats a hard one... I'll have to go with punk.
Preppy or Cowboy?: Neither...
Face or Body?: I dunno... Answering to either will make me feel shallow. XD
Sweet or Sexy?: Shmmm... Can i say a bit of both? =<
Well-educated or Dropout?: Well-educated!
Armani or Abercrombie?: Ummm... idk...?
City-slicker or Rural Guy?: Rather way is fine...
Blue, green, grey, or brown eyes?: Ah! thats haaaaaaaaarrddaaaaa....
Contacts or Glasses?: Umm... Which ever way is sexy!



More Questions.
01. Eyeliner or Mascara?: I dun use them...
02. Louis Vuitton or Dooney & Bourke?: What?
04. Skirts or pants?: PANTSPLZ
05. Socks or leggings?: Socks.
06. Hoodies or jackets?: Hoodies. :U You can never have enough hoodies.
07. Heels or sneakers?: DC's its the only shoe that can fit my wide feet...
08. Straight or curly hair?: Straight?.
09. Hoop or dangling earrings?: I like studs... or very small dangle.
10. White or black?: Black!

11. Victoria’s Secret or Bath and Body Works?: Barnes and Nobles! :3 –shot-
12. Smoothies or lattes?: Smoothies, lattes are gross.
13. Diet or regular sodas?: Regular, diet has a funky after taste...
15. Pearls or diamonds?: Diamonds, they’re sparkly. X3
16. Vintage or boho?: Wha...? o .o
17. Mary-Kate or Ashley Olsen?: How 'bout.... NETHER!
18. Lindsay or Hilary?: Same response from #17...
19. Ipod or cell phone?: I have a cell, but i want a Ipod...
20. Friends or family?: Friends, they are my escape of family! D=
21. Lip gloss or lip stick?: None...
22. Manicure or pedicure?: None... again...
23. Tiffany’s or Chanel?: Wha…?
24. Love or peace?: They both kinda seem the same. Dx Gotta go with love though, can’t have peace without it. :3
25. Sunglasses or purses?: Sunglasses.

In a guy...
Funny or Serious?: Funny!
Romantic or Daredevil?: More romantic.
Cute or Hot?: What about adorable? Umm... all of the above =>
Dark Eyes or Light Eyes?: Idk...
Long Hair or Short Hair?: Umm... It differs for each guy...
Curly Hair or Straight Hair?: I like straight best, but it doesn’t really matter. |D
Clean-cut or Rough?: I like Rough.
Good Dancer or Good Singer?: Singer, Ican't dance worth of shit... yet I can sing ^^
Basketball Player or Football Player?: Iunno. D|
Jock or Rebel?: Rebel, to an extent. X3;
Smoker or Non-smoker?: non plz, i HATE the smell of smoke... bleck..
Druggie or Clean?: Clean D:
Has a Motorcycle or Has a Sports Car?: SPORT CARS YESSSSSSSSS, but a motorcycle sounds like fun. |D
Beard/Mustache or Clean-shaven?: Clean plz. :3
Younger or Older?: Umm... Depends...
Player or Loyal?: Why would anyone want a player? .A. Loyal for me.

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[x] You know how to make a pot of coffee.
[x] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[x] You own a credit card.
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] You've done your own laundry.
[ ] You can vote in an election.
[x] You can cook for yourself.
[ ] You think politics are interesting. (hell no...)
TOTAL SO FAR: 5
[ ] You show up for school late a lot.
[x] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[x] You've never gotten a detention.
[x] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[x] You like to take walks by yourself.
[x] You know what credibility means, without looking it up.
[x] You drink caffeine at least once a week
TOTAL SO FAR: 11
[x] You know how to do the dishes.(i know how, i just don't do it XD)
[x] You can count to 10 in another language.(Japanese =3)
[x] When you say you're going to do something you usually do it.(if its in my reach, or if i really want to do it, or it usually comes around.)
[x] You can mow the lawn.
[ ] You study even when you don't have to.
[x] You have hand washed a car before.
TOTAL SO FAR: 16
[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up. (at least i think i can...)
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name.
[x] Your favorite kind of food is take out.(at times...)
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.(all it takes is a little, "no lookie!")
[ ] You understand political jokes the first time they are said.(hell no...)
[x] You can type pretty quick.(touch type baby )
TOTAL SO FAR: 20
[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party.(what IS that?)
[x] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job. (no shit, Shurlock!)
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay.
[x] You have been to the beach.(i LIVE in the sunshine state! come on! i can partially WALK to it!)
[x] You use the internet every day.(i try)
[ ] You have been outside of the United States(let's put there Poland since I live there) 3 or more times.
[ ] You make your bed in the morning.(i have better things to do in the morning...)
TOTAL: 23

*** Repost this with the subject as: I'm (real age here) but I act (score here):

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